Not much feelings to write, even though I had not been blogging for quite some time now. Suddenly everything feels empty, twisted, cold and weird.. I have no idea why. Coffee helps me relax a bit but the anxiety and the feeling of uncomfortable comes back when the cup is empty. Food does not excite me these few weeks too. Not even ice creams nor chocolates! The taste has all gone bitter. Maybe just in time for my plans to loose up some inches and weight. Probably I'll feel much better then.

Not much of an activity I have daily throughout the weeks. Weekdays were all the same, everyday. Weekends are not much of a 'looking forward' thingy anymore. I should get a hobby or join sports or whatever I can do to help me relax and enjoy life more. Perhaps going back to the community and social friends will help too..

I just dunno where to start. But I guess I should start it now then never. Fancy jogging this Saturday? I guess that's what I'll do. Take up jogging every Saturday morning for a start. Leave everything behind for the moment. Need to cool off and shove this twisted feeling away first.

Signing Off,
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